Post-Convention Slump
I’m in the middle of a post-convention slump and my frustration and anxiety level is up due to things beyond my control. Thankfully, I have friends, family, and others to talk about it with. If not, I might go crazy. Struggling to change my focus and not dwell on problems is sometimes very difficult for […]
I’m here
Not feeling well today. But I am here. Headache, nausea, and just feeling rather crummy. I wanted to write a bit more…maybe later.
High Desert Hay Fever
The High Desert Santa Ana winds were in full effect today with gusts over 50 miles per hour. At this time of the year it seems like this happens about every other day. It makes a person not want to leave house for obvious reasons. Blowing sand can be very uncomfortable. It also makes people […]
Letting Go
It’s been a stressful day for me. The dumb thing is that it is mostly things that are out of my control. I have a hard time letting go of hurt feelings, I always have. The thing is, I internalize a lot of those feelings. I end up with stomach pain and acid reflux. The […]
Sick Day
I haven’t felt great for few days. Sinus headaches have been plaguing me all week. I slept till 10am this morning. This is very unusual for me. I felt sick so I got up and had breakfast and a cup of coffee, probably should have skipped the coffee but I was trying to wake up. […]
Allergy Season
Ugh. I hate allergies. Everyone in the family is having sinus problems. I’ve spent the day with a sinus headache. It feels like my eyes are going to pop out of my head. Not a fun day. Ever since I’ve returned to the desert my allergies have kicked into high gear every year around this […]
Why why why?
Having a bad morning. My depression and anxiety are peaking for unknown reasons. Why am I feeling like this? No idea. Just hoping it subsides so I can be more productive today. I hate sitting around feeling sad, tired, and anxious for no reason I can nail down. Things are not that bad. So why […]
You suck!
The advantage of having no readers of this blog is the fact that I won’t be getting much criticism of what I write here. Yay! But I guess critics are a fact of life if you’re going to try to be successful at anything. So, if I decide to do anything beyond this site I […]
Lazy day…
I haven’t been lazy today. It just feels like it. There’s not much to do out here. So sometimes I just feel unmotivated on quiet days. I did some writing and read some of a good book (Xanth #1). Oh, I shopped for jeans online. couldn’t find any great deal in clothing. But I need […]