Trying and Failing
Doing my best to keep my life together. I’m still here, so I guess that counts as something. But I’m not happy, and that makes me feel like a failure. Connections that I thought I had made have fallen apart. I’m not smart enough or rich enough I guess. That hurts so much. I may […]
Trying and Failing
Doing my best to keep my life together. I’m still here, so I guess that counts as something. But I’m not happy, and that makes me feel like a failure. Connections that I thought I had made have fallen apart. I’m not smart enough or rich enough I guess. That hurts so much. I may […]
Suddenly Sad
I’ve had a long day. I’m tired. I also feel sad for no apparent reason. Usually I know what has got me down. But honestly, other a few things that completely out of my control, it’s been a good week. So why do I feel like crying?
Stupid
I let my emotions get away from me. Five years of controlled response gone at the first hope of love. I cannot be the person someone needs if I can’t control my feelings. Hard lesson to learn.
Numb
I feel numb. The things I thought were real have been yanked away, again. Once again I am working without a net. The universe is cruel to people that don’t deserve it. People who are not bad, but struggle, some days just to survive. I still care, but I’m unable to put things into words […]
Hello old friend…
Self-doubt…
Trying
I’ve been dealing with intense anxiety the last few days. Doing my best to divert my thoughts, relax, and be thankful for the good things in my life.
Foreign
A foreign emotion has made a place in my life. I’d forgotten what it feels like to be happy. I feel strong and positive for the first time in years. Reconnecting with an old friend, kind words, and just talking has lifted me up. It’s hard to put it into words how I felt before […]
Have to laugh…
Life is not fair, and yes I never expected that it would be that way.
Trust
A friend stated today that someone stabbed them in the back, and as a result they don’t trust any of their friends. While I can relate to feeling like this at times, I can’t bring myself to the point where I trust no one. I hope I never get to that point in my life. […]
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