Baby Steps
Made small forward momentum on a goal that I set for myself years ago. No details yet, just exhilarating excitement.
Wanting More
I originally set this blog up in 2001 to be a place to talk about my life and the adventures I would have. I feel it has devolved into a place where I log my depression and anxiety over the life that could have been. While mental health is important and I will try to […]
Grateful 2019
Starting 2019 with feeling grateful for the things I have in life. Nothing seems to go right, but I am thankful for family and friends, my dog Georgie, and that I have a place to lay my head at night. I’m grateful that I get to spend mornings with my grandma having toast and coffee. […]
Suddenly Sad
I’ve had a long day. I’m tired. I also feel sad for no apparent reason. Usually I know what has got me down. But honestly, other a few things that completely out of my control, it’s been a good week. So why do I feel like crying?
Numb
I feel numb. The things I thought were real have been yanked away, again. Once again I am working without a net. The universe is cruel to people that don’t deserve it. People who are not bad, but struggle, some days just to survive. I still care, but I’m unable to put things into words […]
Hello old friend…
Self-doubt…
Happy New Year
In all 2011 was pretty good. I have an awesome family, [singlepic id=1057 w=320 h=240 float=center] including a niece who is pretty darn awesome (and she knows it) …and a new cousin. I went to San Diego Comicon for the first time. I went to a Prince concert for the first time in ages. I […]
Stumbling Blocks
Well, in my attempt to make a change in my life I hit a couple of stumbling blocks. One, it looks as though I can get monetary help. But no sure if it will be enough to do what I plan. Two, what I want to do will take a healthy Internet connection. That’s a […]
Making a change
I decided today to try to make a change in my life. I took the first steps anyway. I don’t want to say more than that yet, I don’t want to jinx it. Some of you that read this will know what I’m attempting. But I’m nervous and already skeptical, as the information I requested […]
Justice
I don’t really have mixed feelings about the death of Bin Laden. I was in New York State when the 9/11 attack occurred. I felt the pain, the rage, and empathized with people in New York City and the rest of the world who lost loved ones. I think Bin Laden got what was coming […]