Consciousness
Just going to write something here. The weekend was okay. Not great, I got new crutches so I’m all blingy and super quiet. Like a sparkling ninja. No, not a vampire, though, that might be cool too. God knows I could generate the angst for it. Anyway, I was busy most of Saturday and have […]
Cleaning
My tiny space that I live in needs an overhaul. What few possessions I have take up the space. I try my best to keep it all organized. I fail most of the time. I don’t really have a lot of things. But what I do have is precious to me. The other bad thing […]
Justice
I don’t really have mixed feelings about the death of Bin Laden. I was in New York State when the 9/11 attack occurred. I felt the pain, the rage, and empathized with people in New York City and the rest of the world who lost loved ones. I think Bin Laden got what was coming […]
Reflected
Freedom bears no credence when the lack of it’s still being justified. -Maria McKee
Changes
It’s been a good day. I spent the morning talking to an old friend. It was nice to catch up. I am thankful for this person, not sure if they know that. We haven’t seen each other in about 18 years and we parted in a difficult way, it hurt for long time. It changed […]
Feeling better
The anxiety has lifted for the most part thanks to resting for the day. We were suppose to head to the coast today. But nobody felt like doing it. Allergies are hitting everyone here at home very hard. That coupled with my anxiety really made today extremely uncomfortable. A quiet day without a media barrage […]
They’re like my children…
I’m sure you’ve heard it before from artist type people. That the things the create whether it be music, films, stories, or whatever, they always say things like “My creations are like my children.” It turns out, for me at least, it’s a somewhat a true statement. I’m finding hard to edit, change, or cut […]
Letting Go
It’s been a stressful day for me. The dumb thing is that it is mostly things that are out of my control. I have a hard time letting go of hurt feelings, I always have. The thing is, I internalize a lot of those feelings. I end up with stomach pain and acid reflux. The […]
Direction
Trying to decide which direction to go in life. I’m not where I expected to be at this point. I’m at a loss and it’s not a good feeling.