Positivity
I try to keep the things I publish here positive. Not always an easy task. I could complain and gripe about people and things that aren’t going well in my life. But honestly, that doesn’t get me anywhere, and I do get some of that stuff out in my pen and ink journal. Some days […]
Trying
I vowed to be productive today. It didn’t turn out the way I had hoped. Sitting here alone isn’t helping. But I’m feeling like I’m limited in my options. There is nobody here to talk with, my family doesn’t understand or is so wrapped up in their lives, they don’t have time. I do know […]
Waiting…
I decided to move some work related files off my web host and onto my laptop. I need to start building things locally. I don’t like using my personal resources for these types of job. It was necessary in this instance though. Let me just say one thing…my Internet provider sucks. Being stuck out here […]
High Desert Hay Fever
The High Desert Santa Ana winds were in full effect today with gusts over 50 miles per hour. At this time of the year it seems like this happens about every other day. It makes a person not want to leave house for obvious reasons. Blowing sand can be very uncomfortable. It also makes people […]
Ugh!
I need to pay closer attention while eating. I ate two Jelly Belly – Belly Flops without looking at them. The two flavors mixed came out to a nasty concoction that tasted like bile (isn’t that a Harry Potter thing?). Now that I’ve grossed everyone out my work is done for the evening.
Allergy Season
Ugh. I hate allergies. Everyone in the family is having sinus problems. I’ve spent the day with a sinus headache. It feels like my eyes are going to pop out of my head. Not a fun day. Ever since I’ve returned to the desert my allergies have kicked into high gear every year around this […]
Why why why?
Having a bad morning. My depression and anxiety are peaking for unknown reasons. Why am I feeling like this? No idea. Just hoping it subsides so I can be more productive today. I hate sitting around feeling sad, tired, and anxious for no reason I can nail down. Things are not that bad. So why […]