Sunday Before San Diego
Feeling pretty awful today. It hasn’t been a great weekend and my anxiety is in full swing. Resting today, trying to get ready for 4 days in San Diego. Not sure how I’ll feel, but hoping it will be better than this weekend.
Stressing over pretty much everything right now. Job hunting being the biggest thing in my world at the moment. Trouble is, there just aren’t many jobs and tons of people out of work. I don’t see economic recovery.
Comikaze Expo L.A. – November 5th and 6th, 2011
I was honored to be asked along with my friend Pepe Melan to be a part of Comikaze Expo in Los Angeles on November 5th and 6th. To be included with people like comic book legend Stan “The Man” Lee and Elvira, Mistress of the Dark is truly humbling and exciting. I’m looking forward to the show.
I’ll post more information as the event draws near. For now, check our the Comikaze poster created by my friend Pepe and click on it to be taken to the Comikaze Expo site. I hope to see you there.
Comikaze Expo - Los Angeles, November 5th and 6th, 2011
On Old Friends and Time Gone By
I already posted about my friend Jim passing away. This and much more has been on my mind lately. Jim and I spent many years in school and working together. I have good memories of it all. I try not to dwell on the past, but for me that’s always been difficult. I hold the people I call friends in high regard. Even friends that I may not have seen in a long time. I’ve been in contact with many old friends lately. I miss all of them. I guess this made losing a close friend all the more difficult.
I’d been trying to figure out a way to visit a couple of my friends. I’m not sure it’s in my budget. I’m sure that sitting out here in BFE is not helping. I was very isolated while growing up. When I got older I began to get out, moved around the country. I missing that part of my life right now. Everything is feeling like a giant step backward for me. I feel like I’m whining right now.
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R.I.P. James “Jimbo” Roberts
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A great guy, whose humor and friendship will be sorely missed. We had many an adventure back in the day. We stayed in touch over the years.
As I was just saying to another friend yesterday, Jim was the kind of friend that you may not talk to every day, we were separated by great distance. But when we talked, we picked up right where we left off, just like family. I’m really not able to say more right now, I feel like someone punched me in the gut.
Stumbling Blocks
Well, in my attempt to make a change in my life I hit a couple of stumbling blocks. One, it looks as though I can get monetary help. But no sure if it will be enough to do what I plan. Two, what I want to do will take a healthy Internet connection. That’s a tough one to overcome, because I don’t have a decent connection. There is also not much I can do about it. Living out here in the outskirts of hell has the disadvantage of next to zero options for Internet faster than dial-up. Not giving up just yet, but it’s not looking good.
Making a change
I decided today to try to make a change in my life. I took the first steps anyway. I don’t want to say more than that yet, I don’t want to jinx it. Some of you that read this will know what I’m attempting. But I’m nervous and already skeptical, as the information I requested still has not arrived. Oh well, benefit of the doubt I guess.
I have been unhappy for a long time. Unsure what to do to change how I feel or how to do it. Still not very sure to be completely honest. But I do know that sitting here with nothing to do and nobody to talk with has not helped me at all. I need to do something, just very unsure and not trusting my instincts on my choice. This could either be a really good thing or a bad decision on my part. If things aren’t totally screwed up my instincts are not to mess with anything. But I needed to do something or I might go crazy.
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