Weird Dreams
I’ve been having weird dreams lately. Strange dreams of me being in school again, and not knowing which class I’m supposed to be in or where the room is located. Being stranded because someone stole one (just one?) of my crutches. Like I said, weird! Plus I’m getting phone calls in my dream from a […]
Grateful 2019
Starting 2019 with feeling grateful for the things I have in life. Nothing seems to go right, but I am thankful for family and friends, my dog Georgie, and that I have a place to lay my head at night. I’m grateful that I get to spend mornings with my grandma having toast and coffee. […]
It’s Been A Long Strange Trip
It’s hard to believe it’s been almost 16 years since I started this site. It had more of a purpose when I first put it together. It was a place that my fiancé and I posted stories of our life. Those posts are mostly hidden right now and you won’t find them here. I don’t […]
Life Update
It’s been a while since I put a real post on these pages concerning my life. Mostly I guess because I felt I didn’t have much to say. I’ve been battling depression and anxiety for most of my life and lately it’s been a real struggle to stay motivated. In order to keep moving forward […]
Come See Us This Saturday
On Saturday from 11am to 4pm I will be with Pepe Melan at 4 Color Fantasies in Rancho Cucamonga. Come down and see us!
Stupid
I let my emotions get away from me. Five years of controlled response gone at the first hope of love. I cannot be the person someone needs if I can’t control my feelings. Hard lesson to learn.
Good and bad
It’s been a rough few weeks. Seems like holidays are always rough when dealing with depression and anxiety. The thing is, I’m doing better than usual. A friend has been helping me through the days. I am thankful for the people who have given me a helping hand. I know that I’d be in a […]
Being Thankful
I’m going through a lot of emotions lately. Not all of them happy or fun. As I keep trying to put my life back together, sometimes unsuccessfully. Jobs are hard to find, I live in an area outside of the civilized world. Much of the time I am isolated, alone, and lonely. I do my […]
Thoughts on Jimbo
My thoughts are with an old friend tonight. He’s passed away a little over a year ago. We were friends for over 30 years. His smile, laugh, and general great humor were infectious and uplifted my spirit many many times when I needed it most. He went through some tough times similar to what I’ve […]