Direction
Trying to decide which direction to go in life. I’m not where I expected to be at this point. I’m at a loss and it’s not a good feeling.
TiVo’s new feature?
For those who don’t know TiVo, the TV DVR, has a feature called TiVo Recommends. It takes a look at the things you record and then select programs from the guide that it thinks you will like and records them for you to browse through and maybe select something to watch that you didn’t record […]
Allergy Season
Ugh. I hate allergies. Everyone in the family is having sinus problems. I’ve spent the day with a sinus headache. It feels like my eyes are going to pop out of my head. Not a fun day. Ever since I’ve returned to the desert my allergies have kicked into high gear every year around this […]
Dredging up the past
I really needed to get the posts from my past blog up on the site. It is a record of my life that I wanted to keep and not let just vanish. What I didn’t need, right now anyway, was to read some of it. There are some posts I read through today that have […]
Why why why?
Having a bad morning. My depression and anxiety are peaking for unknown reasons. Why am I feeling like this? No idea. Just hoping it subsides so I can be more productive today. I hate sitting around feeling sad, tired, and anxious for no reason I can nail down. Things are not that bad. So why […]
You suck!
The advantage of having no readers of this blog is the fact that I won’t be getting much criticism of what I write here. Yay! But I guess critics are a fact of life if you’re going to try to be successful at anything. So, if I decide to do anything beyond this site I […]
Weird Dreams
I’m still thinking about the dream I had last night. Normally I don’t remember my dreams or if I do they don’t stick and are forgotten by the time my day has started. I’m not sure why this dream seems to have stuck in my head. It was an odd dream that made little sense. […]
Lazy day…
I haven’t been lazy today. It just feels like it. There’s not much to do out here. So sometimes I just feel unmotivated on quiet days. I did some writing and read some of a good book (Xanth #1). Oh, I shopped for jeans online. couldn’t find any great deal in clothing. But I need […]
“Use The Force”
I’m determined to not stay in the funk that’s got me. I’m working on things that I have been putting off. Reading books that I put down, writing things that I’ve been procrastinating on, and generally just trying to force myself out of the place that I put myself. I have no illusions, it’s not […]
Rough couple of days
My depression and anxiety have been at full throttle for the last 3 days. I’m annoyed that nothing seems to work very well at keeping me level. The meds I’m on seem to be less effective during times like this. I was feeling pretty good while working on the site redesign for Sailor Jim. Now […]
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