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Job Hunt

Posted by Tony on April 27, 2017 in Life, Work |

Just applied for a job at Facebook in Seattle. I also applied for a job at PACCAR in Bellevue Washington, a company I worked at in the 90’s. I am hopeful that I will hear something from them soon. My stress level is through the roof right now. But I’m continuing to keep busy, I […]

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Damn Dog

Posted by Tony on April 25, 2017 in Life, Pets |

My new journal fell on the floor during the night and Georgie ate it. Grrr!

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Anxiety

Posted by Tony on April 22, 2017 in Blah, Life, Writing |

I try to keep busy and look for work every day. Most days I apply for one or two jobs. The waiting is what gets to me and sends my anxiety level through the roof. I exercise and read to keep my mind off of my troubles. Some days I’m more successful than others. I […]

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Trying and Failing

Posted by Tony on April 3, 2014 in Blah, Feeling, Life, Thoughts |

Doing my best to keep my life together. I’m still here, so I guess that counts as something. But I’m not happy, and that makes me feel like a failure. Connections that I thought I had made have fallen apart. I’m not smart enough or rich enough I guess. That hurts so much. I may […]

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Trying and Failing

Posted by Tony on April 3, 2014 in Blah, Feeling, Life, Thoughts |

Doing my best to keep my life together. I’m still here, so I guess that counts as something. But I’m not happy, and that makes me feel like a failure. Connections that I thought I had made have fallen apart. I’m not smart enough or rich enough I guess. That hurts so much. I may […]

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Stupid

Posted by Tony on January 28, 2013 in Feeling, Life, Thoughts |

I let my emotions get away from me. Five years of controlled response gone at the first hope of love. I cannot be the person someone needs if I can’t control my feelings. Hard lesson to learn.

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Have to laugh…

Posted by Tony on January 8, 2013 in Life, Thoughts |

Life is not fair, and yes I never expected that it would be that way.

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Trust

Posted by Tony on January 7, 2013 in Life, Thoughts |

A friend stated today that someone stabbed them in the back, and as a result they don’t trust any of their friends. While I can relate to feeling like this at times, I can’t bring myself to the point where I trust no one. I hope I never get to that point in my life. […]

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Good and bad

Posted by Tony on November 27, 2012 in Fun and Friends, Life, Thoughts |

It’s been a rough few weeks. Seems like holidays are always rough when dealing with depression and anxiety. The thing is, I’m doing better than usual. A friend has been helping me through the days. I am thankful for the people who have given me a helping hand. I know that I’d be in a […]

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Writing

Posted by Tony on October 25, 2012 in Life, Thoughts, Writing |

I’ve tried to write on a regular basis lately. A friend mentioned how difficult that can be when you’re depressed. I tend to agree, although I’ve read books and articles that recommend channeling your feelings into your writing. I find that to be a sound idea that is much harder to do than it sounds. […]

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