Numb
I feel numb. The things I thought were real have been yanked away, again. Once again I am working without a net. The universe is cruel to people that don’t deserve it. People who are not bad, but struggle, some days just to survive. I still care, but I’m unable to put things into words […]
Hello old friend…
Self-doubt…
Foreign
A foreign emotion has made a place in my life. I’d forgotten what it feels like to be happy. I feel strong and positive for the first time in years. Reconnecting with an old friend, kind words, and just talking has lifted me up. It’s hard to put it into words how I felt before […]
Have to laugh…
Life is not fair, and yes I never expected that it would be that way.
Trust
A friend stated today that someone stabbed them in the back, and as a result they don’t trust any of their friends. While I can relate to feeling like this at times, I can’t bring myself to the point where I trust no one. I hope I never get to that point in my life. […]
Ugh…
Sad tonight. Feeling worthless. Just putting this here because its what I feel right now.
Doorway
The doorway is open but what lies beyond the threshold I cannot tell. I have but to step over to the other side. A simple choice to overcome the fear that holds me in place in this world. A small step to move beyond. Difficult as it feels, it really is so simple.
Dreams lie
Woke up from a happy dream. Only to realize that what I dreamed wasn’t reality. I am gripped by a sadness now. So hard to shake these things off.
Being Thankful
I’m going through a lot of emotions lately. Not all of them happy or fun. As I keep trying to put my life back together, sometimes unsuccessfully. Jobs are hard to find, I live in an area outside of the civilized world. Much of the time I am isolated, alone, and lonely. I do my […]
A message to the out of touch politicians
A fellow writer friend of mine posted this today on Twitter. It’s an article by Stephen King that addresses the unfairness of our governments tax policy. King always seems to be able to put things in a way that makes me say “Damn, I wish I could’ve said that.” Enjoy, disagree, discuss…? Stephen King: Tax […]