Feeling better
The anxiety has lifted for the most part thanks to resting for the day. We were suppose to head to the coast today. But nobody felt like doing it. Allergies are hitting everyone here at home very hard. That coupled with my anxiety really made today extremely uncomfortable. A quiet day without a media barrage […]
They’re like my children…
I’m sure you’ve heard it before from artist type people. That the things the create whether it be music, films, stories, or whatever, they always say things like “My creations are like my children.” It turns out, for me at least, it’s a somewhat a true statement. I’m finding hard to edit, change, or cut […]
Letting Go
It’s been a stressful day for me. The dumb thing is that it is mostly things that are out of my control. I have a hard time letting go of hurt feelings, I always have. The thing is, I internalize a lot of those feelings. I end up with stomach pain and acid reflux. The […]
Direction
Trying to decide which direction to go in life. I’m not where I expected to be at this point. I’m at a loss and it’s not a good feeling.
Dredging up the past
I really needed to get the posts from my past blog up on the site. It is a record of my life that I wanted to keep and not let just vanish. What I didn’t need, right now anyway, was to read some of it. There are some posts I read through today that have […]
In my dreams
Why can’t I have dreams like the one I had the other night? It may have been weird. But at least I woke happy and laughing about it and it put me in a creative mood.
Capital One Sucks!
Today started off bad and just got worse. As I said before I woke with depression and anxiety already running rampant in my body. I kept thinking “Okay, just relax, things are not that bad.” But then I proceeded to pay my bills. This sent me on a roller coaster journey. I logged in to […]
Why why why?
Having a bad morning. My depression and anxiety are peaking for unknown reasons. Why am I feeling like this? No idea. Just hoping it subsides so I can be more productive today. I hate sitting around feeling sad, tired, and anxious for no reason I can nail down. Things are not that bad. So why […]
You suck!
The advantage of having no readers of this blog is the fact that I won’t be getting much criticism of what I write here. Yay! But I guess critics are a fact of life if you’re going to try to be successful at anything. So, if I decide to do anything beyond this site I […]
Weird Dreams
I’m still thinking about the dream I had last night. Normally I don’t remember my dreams or if I do they don’t stick and are forgotten by the time my day has started. I’m not sure why this dream seems to have stuck in my head. It was an odd dream that made little sense. […]
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